Only to notice me
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Horst Willenberg
Essen und Bielefeld
* 1954
Künstlerisch tätig seit 1968
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Der Vollständigkeit halber

wird mitgeteilt, dass nicht alle

Informationen vollständig sein können.

 

Only to notice me

Sometimes more distance is needed for a better focus

Sometimes more distance is needed for a better focus

 

 

You should have known the show is open

inside again feeling proud and broken

everything can be called in another meaning

someday I shall know on whom I am leaning

 

The story we have ever known

strange feelings inside our souls

we reach or we have gone

your fewer visits ends in longer calls

 

World is a place filled with love and hate

music is the way to express our changes

real love seems in this world to late

never stop to hold all arrangements

 

To look without fear into the future

the most impossible trying

just the past time is sure

The present makes us singing

 

Personally freedom unto the hills

nothing than everything can restless be destroyed

I still want more of these pills

just inside time we can be hurted

 

On and on people speaks into my ears

round and round goes the wishing those can not explain

it will really not end before a million of years

standing in the sunshine but waiting for the rain

 

Now the world is clear as two times two

a day and a night is not all we have to plan out

smiling is good but holding the head up too

while I am silent I am striking to be loud

 

You told me to find into a better dream

but they rolled us down to the acting street

I feel like a never-known sunbeam

I should work on the floating beat

 

My health is not good but I did not fail the grade

in the night-coming  I see shrinking down my own shade

so put in the words you need to work with

but do not ask which scene you will miss

 

Launched pain of spirit and nature

found old wishes in reasons of  weeks

thought to be a victim but truely scared to a stature

teaching is like not let stop the speaks

 

We did not bite and we did not make angry

we just cried about some spoiled milk

one day I will not be so unusually heavy

one day I will dress my mother In silk

 

Later the storm brings fine sun and mild days

but anyone and everyone are going different ways

and they said that love to them the best friend mays

the teacher speaks and I ask myself what it says

 

Again no words heard in my soul

they mean what we do and we do what they learn

I have no golden house with own swimming-pool

but if we see a fire we should ask what makes burn

 

Something tries to start on and on in happiness

the typical doubt  ashines from everywhere

but I may not ask and leave my life with fastness

I feel like we are coming out of nowhere

 

We are dedicated to watch the stranger persons

teach but do not await the kind of mine

bigger and bigger are growing our problems

I should look at first for a consequent line

 

Something laughed us frightening silently and stayed inside

it seems to be the question society does

and still we are feeling young and pride

to be dead is before god the helping pass

 

We shot men to the moon end iron to the mars

but I want to help the poor the rich

in these days came or comes  an ugly face Into the charts

the being of light is something good to a reach

 

The born is gone for ever and ever

some souls flies into the wide open sky

no-one  is here to stop this World wide fever

still many clouds over our heads are drifting by

 

God is the magic word in our empty world

and  we all arrive our live hopes

therefore once in my live my hair were really curled

end we all have stood in our special rows

 

It is not enough to be and to watch and knowing

by the way the tiger pawed end snored

I am not the reason of human laughing

standing on the market place asking myself what they thought

 

Give not your money to a  person you hardly know

tomorrow is like soon end tomorrow tries to come without mind

for ever end ever I will move my feet and go

and a  president tries to remember what he years before signed

 

We travel through the story and our memory

there sits a  watcher upon the mountain-peak

we are all wounded from a  darkly glory

and we shall be guessing what about we later speak

 

To leave somebody without words is a shame

and closer the friend fairer the happiness

we shall alive all together a  forgotten blame

 

And something makes me again to think about yourselves

the sermon of the preacher sounds like ghostly voices

someday we all have to be ourselves

to get older is to hear more different noises

 

Sometimes it is good to do an unknown way to travel

I will bet in the eyes of god I never did a crlme

because we have a  sin which makes  us  equal

and there was never a noon in the middle of the daytime

 

I saw the group of poppy clowns and drunken guests

I searched for myself and got blended

someone took from the rest the rests

I mean to wake up is to look where we last time stranded

 

Me is not living or enjoying or so

heartily advices are crossing the friendly room

then I get larger and perhaps our parents mean so

but I shall win the run because the states are in zoom

 

Mine are the clothes I am wearing

mine is the air I am breathing

and our is the time to spend with being

or our is the future we all are awaiting

 

A major came to me and kissed my face

he asked me to be out and to come in

real loyalty shall be my changed base

I hope this run we shall win

 

Today is not saved and I am missing a touch

doing at home the things which have to be done

changing around with good meanings so much

but hurting my friends not a single one

 

Wasted in waiting my time of living

told about people with my own brain

maybe another president is soon leaving

why we do not ask ourselves who started the pain

 

Do not repeat your errors and do not deny your flags

just do love any children and understand their trying

everyone of us have these kicks and backs

but why can not stop we restless the lying

 

At least your helpfulness and charity

so   changing these days and so straight the weeks

so we have to act in a world for to divide quality

and my hope is not to belong to the freaks

 

In a car it was as my dark side crashed

I want to tell the world something about dying

wanting all the glass I have smashed

I did not invite the terrible art of lying

 

Two persons are communicating with their eyes

I am turning again against the world of blindness

do we forget illegally mind and starving spies

or is a  day the devil shining in fully kindness

 

Why are the children always playing their old games

when did the teachers start to form the state

which is burning in unknowing flames

and how I shall find a real good mate?

 

My  question died by the walls I made myself

the illusions still blends me in my thinking

about blindness and hate to them from ourselves

I am going on and believe that I not disturb your talking’s

 

Taking up the education to reach an argument

and never lose your faith in Jesus and God

or feel that we ourselves are just a fragment

nature and religion seems to be our road

 

Help the poor and avoid the rich who overstates

come in small but go away in doubts and tall

ask anyone who it is who regulates

other said keep on running after the ball

 

Round and round goes the history into the future

the universe gets smaller to a point inside my head

human are the beings but the reason is the nature

and in times of laughing I have to say  that I feel sad

 

Set me  to the stubborn or dial me to the soften

give me a word when you see my difficult of loneliness

I am using the possibilities of live rather often

and we are  in the distance which wakes their wildness

 

You left your country for  peace of mine

and something tells me you are doing all right

I need to feel your company and to stand with you in one Line

the older the world the more has died

 

We all feel that the past is happened and a mess

several persons get so lately the  warning lights

our living is growing upon to the death

and a few men working fair in the scared nights

 

Privates shopping in the drugstores on my street

rules the world with fairness and tact

only collecting ideas and who I shall meet

learning is our most important fact

 

We shall beat out our enemies with open frankness

to travel with words thru countries is  a pleasure

I wish myself you will help me with fairness

and I know I shall look for an unfighted measure

 

The rules gets bounded to the norm

the norms gets collected to the plan

the plans together are the system

the system is the idea in front of doing

 

Evening is somewhere but morning also

winter is somewhere but summer too

sunshine will come back longer than our life

 

(1978 / Psychiatrie Essen - Borbeck)